Life, Love, I finally have an answer for one..
Current Mood: Im pretty good
Current Music: Ryan Cabrera - On My Way Down
Well, I've been doing a lot of thinking. I came to the conclusion that I shouldnt be depressed about it. If I am so confident that I do love her then we will meet again... I never really talked in detail about what happened when I danced with her.
I really screwed up because I got very nervous and couldnt look into her eyes.. I know I should have taken the moment and payed more attention to her, but I didn't.. Why? I guess because Im an IDIOT! Well I did ask her to dance though, so I guess I did something smart. Although I had to be forced into it and be motivated. I seriously did not think I had the guts to do it.. But I did. The dance was pretty short but It seems to me like it was long..
I realized that my last post kinda gave away who it was to some people. But I doubt anyone of them read this. I know she will know its her if she reads this, I don't know how she will feel afterwards though...
It feels good to finally have an answer though...
Now that I have an answer, I will be able to be more confident when I meet her. Although I am sort of afraid of her father who kinda looked like he didnt like me very much. But maybe its just me..
That was my love question answered. Now I have to get my Life question answered.
Its very difficult for me to choose from Graphic Design and Business.
I know many peopel say I draw well and I should do Graphic Design. I did originally want to. I used to draw a lot, but now I barely draw. I think that drawing has turned into more of a hobby for me now.
Then there is Business. Either Real Estate or Insuarance. I know if I go into Insuarance I will automaticly get all my fahter's clients. I have good skills for persuading people to go my way. I used to be quiet, but now I have changed a lot. Real Estate was what my fahter had suggested...
Its a tough call because this determines what I will be doing for the rest of my life..
Hopefuly I will have an answer for this question soon.
Well thats all for now..
-Ku
Current Music: Ryan Cabrera - On My Way Down
Well, I've been doing a lot of thinking. I came to the conclusion that I shouldnt be depressed about it. If I am so confident that I do love her then we will meet again... I never really talked in detail about what happened when I danced with her.
I really screwed up because I got very nervous and couldnt look into her eyes.. I know I should have taken the moment and payed more attention to her, but I didn't.. Why? I guess because Im an IDIOT! Well I did ask her to dance though, so I guess I did something smart. Although I had to be forced into it and be motivated. I seriously did not think I had the guts to do it.. But I did. The dance was pretty short but It seems to me like it was long..
I realized that my last post kinda gave away who it was to some people. But I doubt anyone of them read this. I know she will know its her if she reads this, I don't know how she will feel afterwards though...
It feels good to finally have an answer though...
Now that I have an answer, I will be able to be more confident when I meet her. Although I am sort of afraid of her father who kinda looked like he didnt like me very much. But maybe its just me..
That was my love question answered. Now I have to get my Life question answered.
Its very difficult for me to choose from Graphic Design and Business.
I know many peopel say I draw well and I should do Graphic Design. I did originally want to. I used to draw a lot, but now I barely draw. I think that drawing has turned into more of a hobby for me now.
Then there is Business. Either Real Estate or Insuarance. I know if I go into Insuarance I will automaticly get all my fahter's clients. I have good skills for persuading people to go my way. I used to be quiet, but now I have changed a lot. Real Estate was what my fahter had suggested...
Its a tough call because this determines what I will be doing for the rest of my life..
Hopefuly I will have an answer for this question soon.
Well thats all for now..
-Ku
posted by Ku at 8:43 PM
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